Second guessing myself in my headIt's voice on repeatThe louder it grows withinWhisperingDon't blink. Your eyes meet mineYou are all I seeYour world reflected back in my eyesPlease don't blink.

The same feeling building up againMy head spinning from its wakeReborn to steal my peaceLight headed patterns trace me. Silent I wait to rid this spellToo many times I have lost beforeMake another cup of tea insteadOld patterns long since pastOld cycles that don't last.Hazy words distract meFrom feeling more than my past.

Last words we wince to speak You get the last words I'm burning photos at my feet Memories erased and gone ablaze We knew this day would come As I walk away. Pain in your voice I shutter to think Screaming in my head At the things you once said to me. Ashes pilling on … Continue reading My midnight in ashes