Disconnected

My head is spinning endlessly,
Can’t catch my breathe.
There’s no time to focus,
As I’m running from myself.
My shadow is chasing me,
Disconnected from the start.
But the world sees me differently,
I’m haunted from the thought.

My pain and sorrow for borrow,
It plays on repeat.
The crowds grow bigger,
They sing endlessly.
They echo my lyrics,
But I’m a poet masking the pain.

A broken person in front of the crowds,
They all take their place.
My soul is naked for all to see,
The lack of control begins to finally overwhelm me.

Pretending nothing is missing,
As my reflection faces me.
Wandering from place to place,
Facing who I use to be.