Nightmares

I hate this feeling buried deep inside.

Trapped by feelings not able to escape the fear. Not able to hide.

Waking up at all hours of the night.

Not able to sleep as the fear builds within.

Not able to hide because they are are already here.

Panick. Breathe. It starts all over again.

This nightmare that doesn’t seem to have an end.

Keeping me here with no end in sight. Running at a standstill. i’m all alone.

Paralyzed by this fear is all i’ve known.

Questioning everything and coming up short. Can’t tell the difference between these worlds.

Deep in thought will only makes it worse.

Lying to myself never seems to make it better.  So God I cry out to save me from this place.